Tuesday, October 19, 2010

new begginings

this morning started at 11:) with world lit class and is ending with laundry at mason's. i had lunch with lexi after my classes and then we decided to lay on our picnic blanket rather than do our homework for the next 3 hours. one of the new things i just love about college...my weekly lunch dates with lexi:). we met 4 years ago at JH and cried before we had to leave because we thought we'd never see each other again. i bet God was laughing at us because He certainly had a different plan. we get to see each other all the time here in auburn and it is so much fun! another new thing...learning people's personalities. you know how you've known your home friends for so many years, so your used to how they react to different things like things you do or say. you just know them. well it's weird getting used to they way new friends will respond to different things. it really frustrates me actually, i feel like i keep a lot more to myself and confrontation is scary. i hate that though, unspoken things allow tension to stay inside of me and it's not that i'm ever mad, i just hate that feeling inside of me. i've been praying all day that the Lord would help me in the area of confrontation. that's just a new feeling i feel like has been constantly with me and i don't feel like it's healthy to keep it all inside.

"Therefore, having put away falsehood, let each one of you speak the truth with his neighbor, for we are members one of another. Be angry and do not sin; do not let the sun go down on your anger, and give no opportunity to the devil." Ephesians 4:25-27


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